Sunday, January 6, 2013

Celebrating my 21st birthday with some very handsome and talented men on my chest.

Yaaay, happy birthday to meee!

Friday, December 21, 2012

Thursday, October 25, 2012


Whoa, it's been so long since my last update that my browser didn't even remember my URL?!
Now that is some lousy blogging!

But in all fairness, not much has happened in my life recently so I don't see the point in me updating "woke up, rode some horses, got frustrated at customers, ate dinner on the couch and watched some TV with the dogs before going to bed" day in day out. Not that interesting aye?

The only "interesting" thing that has happened lately is that Agnes, the dog you might have heard about in the blog or on Facebook earlier, got quite badly kicked in the head yesterday. :( She was walking thru the enclosure with me when a couple of mares came running out from the shelter and in the whim of the moment, one of the mares bucked as hard as she could, hitting Agnes right in the face/neck and sent her flying two or three meters. I have never, I repeat, never, been so afraid and sure that I'd just seen something die! Agnes lied perfectly still, with blood running from her face and with her neck in the most terrifying angle which looked like she had just had her neck snapped. She didn't breath, and for about 15 seconds I was convinced she was dead. I started crying and yelling for help, and just as Satu was coming over, Agnes sat up and seemed to gain her breath. Satu set off to the vet with her, and thankfully, it turned out Agnes had survived with just a cut eyelid and a concussion.
Even if this incident ended happily, I swear to God, I never want to see that dog near horses, ever again! I was shaking and trembling the entire time Satu was at the vet's, until she called and told me Agnes would be fine.
Agntenna herself. I'm quite sure she's trying to
receive inter-galactical messages with that thing...

So that's that, thankfully Agnes is sitting next to me right now, happily waving her tail at me as a sign to scratch her ear. I really want to continue watching HIMYM now, so goodnight and 'till next time! ( which might be a while again but shhhh, nobody needs to know. )

Thursday, September 13, 2012

That God damn feeling when menstrual aches feel like giving birth to a T-Rex with very, very sharp claws.

For the love of whatever will make this pain go away, please hear my prayers and leave my poor uterus alone! :(

Other than that, I'm feeling quite blue, will try and shake it off and be back as soon as possible. 'Till then, cigarettes, Hunter Hayes and gallons of coffe will have to try and do the trick.



Monday, September 10, 2012


I ams SO sorry for not updating in about a century but it's sort of hard to when one doesn't have Internet here in the woods!

My days are pretty much the same no matter which day you'd ask about; taking care of horses, riding, eating and hanging out with great people with the same interests. Now and then I try to get back to Espoo to meet my family etc, but most of my time I end up chilling here instead.

At this moment my life is sort of, well, very unplanned. Whenever I try to plan or think about the future, my head just starts spinning and I feel like crawling in a corner somewhere and rock back and forth. So moving on, I'll let you know if I get somewhere in my aimless planning of a life I don't even know that I want yet!

Now I want to go back to watching Sex and the City and snuggling with me soulmate Agnes! :)

Just about the same look that Agnes does when I scratch her belly. :D

Sunday, August 19, 2012


you wake up with a burn on the inside of your calf. Stings like hell.
Your dad falls asleep on the patio and refuses to get up to go to bed, so he spends the night out like a dog.
"Long live Estonia!" is the catchphrase of the night. From the Finns, not the Estonians.
Your sister is convincing us all "she never throws up, ever!" Morning came, guess what.

Among other things. Let's not discuss the rest of the evening shall we.

I need more coffee.

Ei näin.