WELL THIS SUCKS. HAVE A REDVINE?

Whoa, it's been so long since my last update that my browser didn't even remember my URL?!
Now that is some lousy blogging!

But in all fairness, not much has happened in my life recently so I don't see the point in me updating "woke up, rode some horses, got frustrated at customers, ate dinner on the couch and watched some TV with the dogs before going to bed" day in day out. Not that interesting aye?

The only "interesting" thing that has happened lately is that Agnes, the dog you might have heard about in the blog or on Facebook earlier, got quite badly kicked in the head yesterday. :( She was walking thru the enclosure with me when a couple of mares came running out from the shelter and in the whim of the moment, one of the mares bucked as hard as she could, hitting Agnes right in the face/neck and sent her flying two or three meters. I have never, I repeat, never, been so afraid and sure that I'd just seen something die! Agnes lied perfectly still, with blood running from her face and with her neck in the most terrifying angle which looked like she had just had her neck snapped. She didn't breath, and for about 15 seconds I was convinced she was dead. I started crying and yelling for help, and just as Satu was coming over, Agnes sat up and seemed to gain her breath. Satu set off to the vet with her, and thankfully, it turned out Agnes had survived with just a cut eyelid and a concussion.
Even if this incident ended happily, I swear to God, I never want to see that dog near horses, ever again! I was shaking and trembling the entire time Satu was at the vet's, until she called and told me Agnes would be fine.

Agntenna herself. I'm quite sure she's trying to
receive inter-galactical messages with that thing...

So that's that, thankfully Agnes is sitting next to me right now, happily waving her tail at me as a sign to scratch her ear. I really want to continue watching HIMYM now, so goodnight and 'till next time! ( which might be a while again but shhhh, nobody needs to know. )

I need to live up to this....

That God damn feeling when menstrual aches feel like giving birth to a T-Rex with very, very sharp claws.

For the love of whatever will make this pain go away, please hear my prayers and leave my poor uterus alone! :(



Other than that, I'm feeling quite blue, will try and shake it off and be back as soon as possible. 'Till then, cigarettes, Hunter Hayes and gallons of coffe will have to try and do the trick.

 

 

 

 

 

WHEN YOU'RE BURNING YOUR WHEELS SOMEWHERE BETWEEN GOING AND GONE

I ams SO sorry for not updating in about a century but it's sort of hard to when one doesn't have Internet here in the woods!

My days are pretty much the same no matter which day you'd ask about; taking care of horses, riding, eating and hanging out with great people with the same interests. Now and then I try to get back to Espoo to meet my family etc, but most of my time I end up chilling here instead.

At this moment my life is sort of, well, very unplanned. Whenever I try to plan or think about the future, my head just starts spinning and I feel like crawling in a corner somewhere and rock back and forth. So moving on, I'll let you know if I get somewhere in my aimless planning of a life I don't even know that I want yet!

Now I want to go back to watching Sex and the City and snuggling with me soulmate Agnes! :)

Just about the same look that Agnes does when I scratch her belly. :D

YOU KNOW THE NIGHT GOT OUT OF HAND WHEN....

you wake up with a burn on the inside of your calf. Stings like hell.
Your dad falls asleep on the patio and refuses to get up to go to bed, so he spends the night out like a dog.
"Long live Estonia!" is the catchphrase of the night. From the Finns, not the Estonians.
Your sister is convincing us all "she never throws up, ever!" Morning came, guess what.


Among other things. Let's not discuss the rest of the evening shall we.

I need more coffee.

Ei näin.

MOLLY MALONE'S AND CRAYFISH DINNERS

I'm back in Espoo for a couple of days, and I started my "mini-vacation" on Friday by taking a long shower, changing into something prettier than stinky riding pants, and headed to Helsinki with a couple of girlfriends. It was great, I met up with Siiril in Molly Malone's as well and we stayed there 'till 4 AM, dancing and singing along to this live band playing amazing covers of great songs like Highway to Hell, You Give Love a Bad Name, Dancing in The Dark etc tec. It was awesome, sort of felt like being back in England with Siiri again, I truly had a blast.
In order to avoid taking the train or a taxi home, I stayed the night at Siiri's lace and then got a ride home with her when she headed to Ekenäs with her parents. So quite a successful Friday if you ask me. :)

Today we're having a crayfish party with my family, both from Finland and Estonia, and some family friends so I better start freshening up and drag my ass out on the patio to help my dad set up the huge dinnertable. Adios amigos and have a nice weekend!

Mood of the day; happy!

EVEN THE SUN SETS IN PARADISE

What the fudge, I haven't updated in ages and you guys still come to my blog every day, keeping the number up? How the hell does that work, why do you even come here?! :D Hahah, don't get me wrong, I'm incredibly flattered but also very confused, at the moment this blog is about as dead as Einstein himself, but blogspot keeps showing me ratings that grow almost every day. Maybe I should keep this silent treatment going, seems to boost my ratings? Hahaha, aaanyways....

I have been incredibly busy at the stable as you can imagine, so there's not much time left over to blog, not to mention doing something worth blogging about. The only "outside the stable" - moments I've had during the past month have been when I slept over at a friend's place over a week ( since my room over here at the stable was occupied by guests ) and when I drove to Ekenäs with my dearest, sweetest, most perfect Siiri. <3 Siiri had the car for a day, so she drove to Lohja, picked me up and then we headed off to Ekenäs for our annual Ekenäs ice cream hang-out.  It was great, since I absolutely love Ekenäs and love sitting there at the beach and just talking about everything. I am going to miss Siiri so insanely much, now that I realized she'll be gone for 3 fucking years. Man, that's a long time. Whoah, shit just got real.....

A picture Siiri snapped  of me with my phone when we decided to
go for a quick swim in Ekenäs. With our clothes on... at 10 o'clock
in the evening.... in freezing water. It was worth it!

My life has been quite boring otherwise, I just do stable stuff, talk about horse stuff with other horse people and ride horses whenever I have the time. So nothing worth mentioning here exactly unless you want to bored out of your mind.
My plans for the fall are still wiiiide open, even if I have a couple of crazy.... ideas, perhaps? But I haven't decided anything yet and my time is slowly running out. Woopsie. But hey, whatever, you gotta make mistakes to learn from them and to have the something to correct. or something. I was trying to sound smart but I have a feeling I'm a little bit too tired for that so I'mma head to bed.

Goodnight you all, and keep checking in here, make me happy! You popping in here every now and then always makes my day when I log on to check my emails! :)
xo B